Although reopen is just 5 days but there is 3 days to worth talking about. So its good!
Hmm..the 2 weeks i had from school reopen is tougher than last few months, few feelings to taste about and not just single love.
There was awkard, worries, hua chi also. Quarrels with "friends" then facing things, people that i don't wish to. These are part of growing up but i rather i was still that small girl, better in secondary school. Not too tough, not too childish and some sweetness. Those times are the best, to many people, they wanted childhood happiness. Nope, not to me, i need some challenges cos that's life and not too much, not too intense. Not too extreme also!
I can pass this. moreover, i am not the one who suffering sia. The one who really suffer is mr.m. Haiz, there was another complicated matters.I want him to be happy but i can't do anything and i hope there was another way. I know that only that way will make me happy but that will make me unhappy. Haiz. In other words, when he suffer, i will be happy. When he's in paradise, i will be the one kana tortured in hell. Single-love mah, bo bian.
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