Okay, enough of the stupid laughing introduction. I guess you people are wondering what does the title means, well, it means I stop going to ahma house and stay there but now it's about our house where my grandmother stays here periodically!
It happens at least half of each week where my grandmother will stay at our house. Then at one particular day, my mum will accompany my grandmother to her own house and stay there to take care of her still evening. For your information, previous era of "Ahma House" is actually my auntie house but I always refer it as grandma's house. However, this time round, the house is really belongs to my grandmother. Long long time ago, she rented that place together with another auntie and the auntie live there until one day, the auntie decided to go back to Malaysia thus sold the house to my grandma. Therefore, my auntie move in there and rented her original house which is quite nearby.
Explanation of new series stops here, now is to say about some feelings of mine regarding to just now which I read again the blog. At first, I wanted to edit my game blog to make it better and perhaps get a new start because the background is really too plain. However, I click on this blog instead and started rewinding what happened when I was in Polytechnic. Sometimes, I did say that funny moments are short and it builds on top of my miserable life but now that I read, real happy times did occur when I didn't think of that particular person.
I remembered I read it when Weijin came after me and started those irritating sounds and I told him that shiny sentence which later become a stupid joke...Perhaps that's the time where Weijin stopped talking to me...well, I don't remember that much anymore.
And the time where Ivor brought her girlfriend and introduce to us, Xiao Cui said something stupid again, lols...that part.
I didn't manage to read the whole blog because I think I needed to update this website about my current life. I had a lot of blogs which I don't remember what are the sites. I only knew I had two of these as of current which are part of the things I will do, specific content blogging and game blog. Xanga is the one that updates all my life but I hardly update frequently, most of the events are already over by weeks (some by month...) so it become a monthly blog instead. Hotmail space as the story blog which I created when I was in secondary, well, the grammer and vocabulary sucks, please don't search and comment on that. Storywrite, officially my story blog/website but I left it for quite long because I hook on to anime again.
Speaking of anime, though it isn't related in this blog, it's part of my life. The biggest portion which I am watching now is One Piece. Oh my god, awesome and touching aren't the only words to describe it, only the people who really watched it will know, even it's just few minutes of it. Nami, Robin, Franky, Chopper, Brook, even Zoro and Sanji's past are worth to see but people mentioned in front (no sequence and ranking) lead a more miserable life before they became the Straw Hats. For Luffy, besides extraordinary family and childhood, I have nothing more to comment.
For storywriting, as I say, I leaving it now because I am hooking on something else, like the one above.
For games, not much also, same reason for that. However, I gave up on offline games but rewinding some of the browser games such as Pet Forest, a.k.a Canaan Online but I failed. More focus on flash games, sites like Kongregate and recently, Newgrounds and Google games.
For love, as usual, single.
For Work/Study, as you can see, I am now doing the first one, I have forfeit the second because: no money, no time, no brain, no social skills (why the hell do studying need social skills??) I am now working as admin assistant in the head office of a gift shop, okay. It's MT, well, if you want to refer it as Mother Tongue then it's up to you. But remember, I am no longer a student and I don't intend to be one.
Here's the little background of me working in MT, admin assistant, assists in doing PO and GR, sometimes doing price change and other types of memo. Help in picking up calls and in warehouse which is rarely. Now in the time to participate in meetings and doing goods launch. Going to learn about shipping by air and corporate customer but don't really have to chance to do it.
I got the job since 7th of July 2011, work for half a year because now is 26 February 2012 and I already gotten the title "work for half a year" since 7th January 2012 which I am entitled for my bonus!!!
Well, perhaps you want to ask me whether I gotten any mature or anything. Answer is no and yes, No for someone telling me to grow up and said that I know nothing about the society. (Blood boils -_-) Yes because I feel that I did change a bit, only a bit. Nothing about size, if you wonder. Just the brain and spirit but most of the time, I am still a stupid kid. (Just now thought of some other people telling me off through phone and air...feeling not very good. Can't just let if pass by...) Alright, since when I a bit older, I may re-wind again here, I post the shit out then.
There is one colleague who known to me as tiger/tyranny. Why? Because she's quite bad tempered and her words are like poison ice knife, giving people pain and shock. Then in the meeting, she cried. She say that nobody knows that she is very busy and working very late almost everyday when others had already off work. Her name is Katherine, she suggested to make flowers for Valentine's day and Angela is appointed to be the flower girl but Katherine promise to arrange people to help and in the end, Angela is the only one doing until Priscilla which is another colleague asks her and realize she cannot cope. Thus, start asking people to help out.(P.S. Before the meeting, Angela already decided to quit. Having that meeting because the bosses realize the problems between work mates and wanted to solve the problem call teamwork) Then, one day on the facebook, I found that post from Angela.
Here's the particular sentence.
"Everyday scold people and in front of bosses, act like a mouse. Please lor, Micky mouse is 10000000000 times cuter than you!"
Angela, before you even told me to grow up, is your sentence shows that you are mature?
Then, the incident happens. I don't know if Katherine cried is true of her feelings or something else but she reminds of my past.
During Polytechnic, I also scold Xiao Cui in front of everybody, words aren't ice but direct words and shouting. I do regret because I still need that person in the end. The main point is, to me, I am stressing everyday, piles of homework and high level of difficulty. Not only my part, I also have to be responsible for her portion. Always say that I can teach her but please, the lessons and practical in the beginning is already okay to catch up. Even though her English is not good, really not good, okay okay, since I admit that and I stop it. The real reason which I remembered because she ruins my work. One click of hers make the program stop working. At that moment, I thought my work is gone. (Luckily, it's back, working fine after a while) But I shout at her. To others, their opinion of me becomes a tiger/Tyranny but they never knew that I am the one who doing all those shit. How could she and I admit that I am the only person who do everything in that particular group?? Even her report is also mine. Limited timing, level of difficulty and almost every subject is mine, I am doing double job, who knows my misery? Then during the private discussion with the teacher, I cried easily because that damn teacher will just only tell me to search google for answers. I told him I tried but I really can't. So if the same group of people saw that, am I both nuts and fake? Acting mad person in front of everybody and become a pitiful worm in front of the teacher?
Angela, if one day you search the google or whatever, you happen to come across this site, I just want to tell you, not that I am siding the bosses or Katherine, just that what I see during the meeting reminds me of the past. Yes, her organizing of things did make you disappointed and tired but when a person have so many things to remember, she may forget one or two even it's very important. And I said before, I don't know whether she is faking or what, just that from what I see, she's maybe the second me which I don't know she endure the stress since when.
As I typed those in facebook without saying my story because I don't think you really need to know unless you are interested. But, you reject and before you say no, you really say something that hurt me. Not that I cried or what, just that I feel disappointed to you also.
"Please grow up, you don't know about the society and please don't send me this kind of message."
What do you know about me? What rights do you have to say that I didn't grow up? Yes, perhaps during working time, you already know my outer side, childish, timid, selfish or whatsoever. But do you know about my past? Do you know what i feel when I am at that era? Do you even understand why I bother to type those even I am angry about Katherine myself. What benefits do I gain by siding her? What benefits do I gain by tearing ties with you? I make that into a neutral discussion but you return me a very bad negative impression. Even when I told my past, you don't even bother to reply. So, what does it mean, am I still a "not growing child" and "don't know anything about society" kid? Please, just how many years are you older than me?
Okay, since you say that I am not growing up, I shall prove it to you alone only. You want to play ignorant, I will follow the act. If there is any chance I see you at somewhere, I shall pretend I don't know about you unless you give me an apology of saying that. Even I type those, you still think I don't know about society then just us be like the way we are then. Forget about going restaurant to eat or shop like friends, I shall forget everything about us. And if that's what you want, I shall follow since we just know for about 3 months only.
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