Operation + Exam

*/happens 24/08/09

Dsag exam occurs the same day with my mum operation. I did not worry about my exam because i thought i prepared enough. Most importantly is my mum though a not-so-risky operation.

After the paper, i went home, i thought if my uncle can drive me to the hospital but i wait for so long that i told him i go myself.

3 machines surrounded my mum, she was awake and i chat with her. Looking at her, tubes here and there, i cannot imagine if i am the one lying down there. I just know mum will be okay and its okay. At least the surgery is successful(the picture of the womb is not out yet).

Mum told me to go home and prepare for exam because ahma might wait for me to have dinner. I went home and start to prepare my next exam. More difficult because most of it is through memorising and only memorise those stuff will i then pass.

However ahma turn in at 9pm, i also didn't have the mood to study. I slept and plan to continue tomorrow since my exam is at the afternoon.

25/08/09

The exam quite okay, should be able to pass. I visited my mum again, only 1 machine left, i finally feel more at ease. Mum still can't eat, just soup only. She seems to make some friends in the hospital, i wonder how she do it. I did tell her the difficulty of my exam but i don't think she have the energy to lecture me lols..

26/08/09

Many things happen today, i wonder if i should post it but i think i have the right..lol I shall not say the person name, just call her XC, should be able to guess right? If you really know me...

She took my sticker which is needed for exam due to h1n1 again. i wanted to take back but she refused and told me not to disturb her. I really don't know if she is pretending or seriously don't know what i want. Perhaps when people nervous for exam, they will do something out of their mind. But to me, she simply unreasonable. If someone not close do that to me, i may just let it go. But her, definitely not. Because she promise me that if anytime, i need her help, just tell her.

Now that i thought of this promise, i was even more furious. Before i even take the second one, i throw a jelly to her to vex out my anger. I always do things then i regret. Ya,this time round, i regret, i should have just scold and not action to her(that's what my mum say, no violence) cos she can be more violent than me. No evidence because its already in my head.

The principle of it is not only joking big or small/steal or not, its that she already that mature, she can do something childish. If you need pencil to do ur exam, someone stole it and you got no time to take it back. Can you just forget it and get another pencil? Its about consequences and the promise she made to me. If she say sorry, i will say sorry but not my turn first. That's the thing.

After the exam, i went to visit mum, again on my own, i hestiated a bit for telling her what happened. In the end, i told her, i feel that some things should be honest to your family. I indeed done something wrong and i accept any scolding(my mum's friend is also there). Mum didn't scold, just lecture, maybe no energy or maybe she understand the reason behind. Nobody could stand it even its just a joke.

I went home to take some more things, auntie went back with me because she lived in the same area, few blocks nia. This time round, siyun also there, we meet at kopitiam in compass pt and i ate first..Glue glue noodles, this is what siyun describe about it. Make sense..lol Then we went to my home and chat quite long, A-ge, XC, mum, exam and don't know what stuff..Ohya, by that time, my mp4 cable went missing then siyun help me find a spare one. Its for the hub which i bought in school.

Though all the unhappiness, but something is worth to cheer,mum can be discharge soon!!!!